Waiting

Waiting, waiting, waiting. It seems so painless.  I am a patient person or at least I appear that way.  Waiting I have learned is one of God's hardest tests to pass.  There was a time a few weeks ago I can truly say I was passing the test.  Then I allowed doubt to creep in and failed this all important assignment.  I am back on the road to allowing God to work through this time and lean not on my own understanding.  I know it is bringing about other motivations and paths never before noticed.  I must be patient before God because what he has brought us to he will see us through.  I don't know what's at the end of the journey but I do know it will be what is best (somehow).  I am believing in the next two weeks we will get the answers to a lot of our questions.  I believe either way it will be revealed what God has been orchestrating for the past several weeks.  I am praying not my will but thy will be done.  Though the storms rage and the rains come I will know the peace that surpasses all understanding.